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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    One of 200 CDs made by Retroactive Records in 2006 and signed and numbered by Rob Christie, Nina Llopis, and Julio Rey.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Hardcore for Jesus (recordings 1985-1989) via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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Oh God
Oh God
Please say this can’t be
This morning they said
There’s a baby inside of me
They’re telling me that I
Should make it go away
To start my life over
I’d better do what they say

And they say you’re not really a baby
You’re just a fetus
And you’re not even formed
And they say that I won’t remember you
And they say that I will not think of you
And they say you’ll be just a faded memory

Well they lied-they lied
You see it isn’t true
Because every day I think of you
And what it would be like
To hold you in my arms
I never meant to kill you
I never meant to do you any harm

But they said you weren’t a baby
You were just a fetus
And you didn’t need to be born
But on that day they lied to me
You were alive inside but they just couldn’t see
You are always a living memory
And only a loving God could forgive me

Oh God, forgive us for murdering
Our children


from Hardcore for Jesus (recordings 1985​-​1989), released October 6, 2006
Written by Nina Llopis


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The Lead Miami, Florida

Christian hardcore punk pioneers of the 1980s, now Christian post-hardcore apostles with a lower case 'a'

The Lead is
Nina Llopis,
Rob Christie,
Andy Coyle
and Julio Rey

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