I Can't Find It in My Heart

from Hardcore for Jesus (recordings 1985-1989) by The Lead

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lyrics

I know it’s like this everywhere
But I can’t help it I’ve got to care
If only cause it’s hit me in the face
Lost a few notches in the spiritual rat race
Seems some church brothers lied about me
Word’s gotten around what could they think of me?

chorus:
I can’t find it in my heart
To forget to forgive how shall I then live?

I’m not in love I just made a friend
Nothing’s going on we both understand
But righteous anger has turned to rage
And rebuke has turned into a war waged
Youth group and service all eyes are on me
And I’m getting getting getting getting angry

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And so I suffer and I suffer . . .

I know it’s pride I keep hanging onto
God will strike me my grip will soften
I’ll beak down and forgive any day
But when they say hello, I’ll probably still look away

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from Hardcore for Jesus (recordings 1985-1989), released October 6, 2006
Written by Julio Rey

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Christian hardcore punk pioneers of the 1980s, now Christian post-hardcore apostles with a lower case 'a'

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Nina Llopis,
Rob Christie,
Andy Coyle
and Julio Rey

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