I Can't Find it in My Heart

from Burn This Record +30 by The Lead

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Produced by Mike McNamee / Mac-Attack Productions & The Lead
Recorded & Mixed 9/89 at Criteria Studios, Miami, FL
Engineered by Mike McNamee
Asst. Engineers: Mike Spring & Andy Roschberg
2019 remaster by Rob Colwell


I know it’s like this everywhere
But I can’t help it I’ve got to care
If only cause it’s hit me in the face
Lost a few notches in the spiritual rat race
Seems some church brothers lied about me
Word’s gotten around what could they think of me?
chorus: I can’t find it in my heart
To forget to forgive how shall I then live?
I’m not in love I just made a friend
Nothing’s going on we both understand
But righteous anger has turned to rage
And rebuke has turned into a war waged
Youth group and service all eyes are on me
And I’m getting getting getting getting angry
repeat chorus
And so I suffer and I suffer . . .
I know it’s pride I keep hanging onto
God will strike me my grip will soften
I’ll beak down and forgive any day
But when they say hello, I’ll probably still look away


from Burn This Record +30, released December 24, 2019
Words and music by Julio Rey

Nina Llopis- bass
Julio Rey - vocals, guitar
Andy Coyle - guitar
Robbie Christie - drums


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Christian hardcore punk pioneers of the 1980s, now Christian post-hardcore apostles with a lower case 'a'

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